Life as we know it

So turns out, 5 months after my journal, i'm pretty much back where I started, though more comfortable... See, I was working, well pretty much for myself, within a big marketing company to enrich those who contracted me and leave me little but tired and humiliated daily. The company I am referring to is Cobra.. Nice people, rotten situation.. I was working there for almost 10 months, which is the main reason for all my inactiveness during that period, 14 hour days aren't great..

Then in feb I decided i'd had enough. Time to get out of the bad lifestyle and see what would turn up. A week later I got on to a CEO who had a call centre, me thinking this was the easiest option, what with all the flexible, afternoon hours and kicked back workplace i'd be set. That was the case.. I enjoyed it there, for what seemed to be 2 months, until a new manager came in, moved people around, demoted the supervisor and all went to shit. It became draining working there, everyones sales dropped, including mine, which was strange cause i'm a fairly consistent salesperson.. So I got sick of that fairly quickly...

While working there, i'd decided it was about time to start modifying my car, having coilovers, seats, pod, ECU, rims and a new paintjob, I figured it'd be fairly easy..
How wrong I was.. First after having the alternator blow up on me, I got gasket leaks all over the place, which took 16 hours straight work to fix, turbo, exhaust off etc.. Then I blew up the ECU by crossing battery terminals, ruined the paint by taking it though a car wash and putting magnets on it which then stuck.. Got caught by the police doing 100KM/h over the speed limit and had an accident which involved my car and a gutter.

So whats changed in the 6 months i've had it? New exhaust and no ECU. AWESOME PROGRESS! Turns out now i've got to sell it. Great! It will get me out of debt though which is good.. But means I'll have no car for the good part of a year.. Which is bad...

So NOW! I got a job the other day at Netspace, a decently large internet company located about 10 minutes walk from home, so i'm wrapped about that! It's customer service. inbound so i'm just taking calls from people who need help with their account etc. Not tech support. Easy, easy stuff.

So yeah... Thats my life until now. Enjoy..

    Describe...

    The shoes you wore today: Royals... Need I say more?
    Your eyes: Hazel.
    Hair colour: Naturally dark brown, now a mixture of dark brown, caramel, dark blone, blonde and white...
    Your weakness: A good lookin' woman in a good lookin' thong.
    Your fears: My hair lookin bad..
    One thing you'd like to achieve: To be the ambassador for sexual relations between myself and Erin McNaught.

    Statistics...

    Name: Benny.
    Nicknames: Benny, Benoir, The Benster, Cockhead, Pimp, Loverboy, Sexy, Honey bunch... etc. etc.
    Birthtime: 27th June.
    Gender: Male.
    Birthstone: K?
    Zodiac: Cancerian.


    What is....

    Your thoughts first waking up: Who the fucks head is that resting on my chest?
    The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes.
    Your best physical feature: Psshht... My worst doesn't exsist.
    Your bedtime: sif.
    Your greatest accomplishment: 3 at once.
    Your most missed memory: Due to the lack of sense this makes, I shalt not answer thee!
    Your lucky number: 569.


    You prefer...

    Pepsi or Coke? V.
    McDonald's or Burger King? lol nothnx... Mmm now I want a Bacon Burger
    Single or Group dates? Group dates... Me and ze womenz.
    Cappuccino or Coffee? Nile.


    Do you...

    Smoke? No.
    Take a shower every day? Can't wake up without it.
    Have a crush or crushes? No.
    Who are they? Void. Like your sex life.
    Do you think you've been in love? Yes, twice.
    Want to go to college? Negula.
    Like high school? ... Trick question?
    Want to get married? One day.. Can't find a bird attractive enough.
    Think you're attractive? lol! sif not.
    Think you're a health freak? LOL!
    Get along with your parents? Mum yes, Dad yes... The other not quite so much.
    Play an instrument? Womenz count?


    In the past month did/have you...

    Drank alcohol: lol, big weekend..
    Smoked: Phuck dat!
    Done a drug: Negula.
    Go on a date: Whats counted as a 'date'?
    Go to the mall: rofl "mall"
    Been on stage: No, but I have performed..
    Been dumped: lol no.
    Gone skating: Good idea.
    Been in love: Negula.
    Dyed your hair: 4 months ago... Needs redoing...
    Stolen anything: I went and asked if one can 'steal' virginity... Answer is was no... So... No.


    Have you ever...

    Flown on a plane? tru.
    Told a girl you liked them? ...
    Cried during a movie? rofl!
    Thought an animated character was hot? ...
    Had an imaginary friend? ...
    Cut your hair? No.
    Had a crush on a teacher? rofl wtf?
    Played a game that required removal of clothing? Strip poker the other night. I won
    Been trashed or extremely intoxicated? Weekend, as stated above..
    Been caught "doing something"? [insert random here]
    Gotten beaten up? No.
    Been in a fight? Course.


    The future...

    Age you hope to get married: 28.
    Numbers and names of children: 2, both girls, Portia and Emerald.
    Describe your dream wedding: :S
    How do you want to die? I'd rather not..
    What do you want your funeral to be like? Room + womenz + alcohol.
    What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm gonna take over the Playboy mansion.
    What country would you most like to visit? Japan.
    Where would you want to live? Germany.


    Opposite sex...

    Best eye color: Blue.
    Best hair color: I'm into anything.. cept red.
    Short or long hair: Whatever.
    Best height: I always pull short chicks... Makes it fucking hard.
    Best weight: err..?
    Best first date location: Wherever Maria is.
    Best first kiss location: I honestly don't know how to answer that..


    Number of...

    Number of kisses you've given: sif keep count?
    Number of drugs taken illegally: Negula.
    Number of people you could trust with your life: 5.
    Number of piercings: Nile.
    Number of tattoos: Nile.
    Number of things in my past that I regret: I regret nothing.


    Favourite...

    Shampoo: This green one..
    Favourite Color: Black, White and Pink.
    Day or Night: Night.
    Rain or Sun: Sun.
    Summer of Winter: Summer.
    Food: What about it?
    Movies: I'm into alot of things... Battle Royal is pretty good... Weird though.
    Sport: Poker.


    Right now...

    Wearing: White Cotton On polo and white Industrie jeans with Billabong belt.
    Drinking: V.
    Thinking about: Maria...
    Listening to: Cascada
    Talking to: Maria..


    In the last 24h...

    Worn jeans: Yes.
    Met someone online: Dunno...
    Done laundry: LOL!
    Drove a car: No...
    Talked on the phone: Yes


    Do you believe in...

    Yourself: Always.
    Your friends: Always.
    Santa Clause: Course.
    Tooth Fairy: No.
    Destiny/fate: Yes.
    Angels: Yes.
    Ghosts: No.
    UFOs: No.
    God: ...


    Friends and life...

    Do you ever wish you had another name? No.
    Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? A couple here and there.
    Do you like somebody? I like everyone
    Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Christian.
    Who have you known the longest of your friends? Matty.
    Are you close to any family member? Yes.
    Who do you hang around the most? Bry.
    When have you cried the most? Don't remember.
    Worst feeling? Knowing that you can't do anything to save someone.
    What time is it now? 9:28PM


    Current...

    Mood: Horn.
    Music: Cascada
    Taste: V.
    Annoyance: itchy sack.
    Thing I ought to be doing: Cleaning desk.
    Windows open: Notepad, Firefox, iTunes, Steam and MSN.
    Desktop picture: DRFT's 180sx.


    Do I/Have I ever...

    Have a dream that keeps coming back? Sometimes.
    Remember your first love? = /
    Still love him/her? = /
    Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? It is.
    Consider yourself tolerant of others? Not really..
    Consider love a mistake? Eh?
    Like the taste of alcohol? lol ja.
    Have a favorite candy? Dark club chocolate.
    Do well in school? Kinda?
    Close friends? Yes.
    Wish on stars? No.
    Like your handwriting? lol, hate it.. It's worse than a 3 year old blind kid with down syndrome!
    Care about looks? Ja.


    Love and stuff...

    Gay? Straight? Bi? Null? Straight.
    First crush? Sif crush.
    Even been in a thing called love? What the fuck is your deal with love? FFS
    Do you believe in love at first sight? FFS!!!